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Thanks God for all HIS blessing :)

Time is never wait for someone.
Just a blink of eyes, form 6's life is end.
Exam is just left 2 paper.
What is going happen for next moment, no ones knows.
Honestly, I really worry about the result. :(


But, thanks LORD for giving me a special parents.
I really love you although sometimes we argue with one another.
Thanks God. :)
Every time when I'm sad or disappointed,
Thanks God, u r the one who come to encourages me with God's word and
ur experiences. 


Just like what they told me just now.
Life is short. No point to waste time for carry all the worries.
Life is short. We should enjoy every chapters in our life.
Think the positive ways no matter what situations we are.
Exam may just a proses in our life. Just enjoy.
God always have HIS plan and ways for us.
Amen :)

ONE HOPE
ONE LOVE 
ONE FAITH 
ONE GOD

GO 4 GOD :)

[z.u.z.z. @ grace]


Thursday, October 6, 2011

矛盾的自己

试考结束了, 大概也知道自己的程度到那里.
如果告诉你没有压力是骗人的.
它离我的梦很远.
它离我的希望很远.
我害怕. 我想逃.
我不想面对它,
我不敢面对它.

最近我的脾气暴燥到不行.
连我自己也不认识自己,甚至厌恶到极点.
就是控制不了自己.
一点小事,脾气就来了.
脾气来,眼泪就来了.
一些莫名其妙的感觉也跟着来.
心跟思想在打架.
现在的我,不是我要的自己.
这不是我要的我.
这不是我要的性格.
可是我不能控制她.
有谁能告诉我到底怎么了?
我可以怎样?

好想把所有的东西都扔掉.
把自己藏到世界某一个安静的角落一段时间.
远离这个乱七八糟的生活.
我的生活一团糟.
我的生命一团糟.
什么东西都乱七八糟.
可是我还有好多东西还没做.
功课写不完!!!
书背不起来!!!
要点记不得!!!
我怎样考试!!!

妈妈以为我不喜欢她对我说的话而闹脾气.
天知道,对她的话我没意见. 
只是不懂 为什么我回答的语气很不好,
生气的不是你,应该是我自己.
我到底是谁?

其实房间是我最舒服的空间.
我喜欢呆在房间安静一个人.
我喜欢半夜因为是最安静的时间.
很多时候,我总觉得家很吵.
尤其是下午.
电视机声,责备声,唠叨声,对戏的意见,大呼小叫声等等.
我想出去,去比较一些比较安静的地方,
可是不懂去哪里,又想呆在房间.
矛盾.

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